Is this how it feels

I've always wondered how
But seems to be happening now
This feeling I don't know
Soon beginning to let me blow

Is this how it feels?
Or I'm just havin' normal thrills?

Is this how it feels?
Or I'm  just violating wills?

I've always wondered how
If it is what happens now
Knowing someone finally cares
Knowing someone finally cares

Can you be honest with me?
Is this how it feels?
Can you please tell me?
Is this how it thrills?

Or is it just the normal way?
Is this how it feels?
Or it just happens this way?
Is this how it feels?

No matter how or if now
Dear God make me strong
If it is now or not now
Dear God I hope I'm going wrong

Is this how it feels,
When I finally meet you.
Pretty sure there are better thrills
I'd rather wait for you

Dear Lord hold my heart
To not fall for what's not right
Dear God hold my breath
So that I will not fret

Is this how it feels,
When I finally meet you?
Pretty sure there will be better thrills
I'd rather wait for you